Oh My..... I don't even know where to start. I have not been on YT for weeks, logged on this morning and saw your post about your precious boy Skoshi. My heart truly goes out to you and the enormity, and shock of your terrible loss. Please don't feel guilty, the way you treasure you babies is so obvious to everyone. You could not possibly have know this dreadful outcome to what should have been a routine procedure.
RIP beautiful boy, you were SO loved,
Lauren