I've not been on YT much in the last week or so, so I'm just seeing this. I will be praying for you. I pray that you have a strong, support group around you and that you can find a professional to share all that you are dealing with.
As others have suggested, I would also recommend finding a church. Most churches have dealt with this - from both sides. Sadly, this behavior is ripping thru every part of our society.
But one thing I know about you from your posts, you are a strong, capable woman. You have surpassed the expectations of most people of what a 15 yr old entering a marriage would accomplish in 10 yrs time. Also, your quote in your siggy speaks volumes about you. I always smile when I read it - actually I didn't know Lincoln was the one who originally said it.
You need to take those words - "and in the end, its not the years in your life that count but the life in your years...." Abraham Lincoln -- and apply them each day, as you continue to move forward & figure out how you will find new success. You do have a full, happy life ahead - it's hard to see I know right now, but you will find peace.
I always say I wouldn't wish a divorce on anyone, it's not easy. Being hurt & betrayed is not easy - but you will survive it all & be better for it. May God's grace be with you.
Happy Birthday Hon! You are surrounded by people who love & care about you & you are in our thoughts & prayers |