[Bizzymammabee]

First off I want to wish you a happy birthday.

I have to tell you after reading some more of your history I have to say your a strong woman. It take a very strong woman to be pregnant and married from the age of 15. You made it and kept your head up and made something good of your life SO you stand back and pat yourself on the back. His addiction is his down fall and he stupidly let it cost him the most precious things in his life...his wife, partner and his family.

Porn addiction is a very serious thing. My girlfriend just threw out her boyfriend of 4 years that she recently bought a $530k house with. His addiction took over his life and killed any intimate life they could have. He too was spending on the chats and sites.

No one could blame you if you wished the worst plague on him. For now you need that anger to help you protect your heart. Eventually you will need to let it go because it will be hurting you more than it will help.

Your young and life will only get better for you as a bit of time passes. One day you will meet your Mr. Right.

Hugs and prayers your way.