[IluvLucy]

I'm feeling better now. I'm not driving at all because I'm post surgery and just don't feel comfortable driving now.

I took my usual dose last night when I got off YT and this morning I pulled the capsule apart and emptied out about 1/4 of the granules inside.

My surgeon took me off it for my weight loss surgery and told me I COULD start it again - it was my decision not to.

I just didn't know I would have trouble stopping it. I'm calling my regular MD in the morning to see what he says about being weaned off it.

Man - this is just plain scary to me! Now I wish I'd toughed it out and never started taking it.