I'm sorry. You're not an awful person...so don't ever say that about yourself again, OK? There may be a solution. You'll be traveling until July? Maybe if you asked around someone on here could watch her for you. She is your baby...and I'm sure your hubby is a wonderful guy, but if you want to keep her then she's yours to keep (unless he was allergic to her or something harmful, but he's not I'd imagine). Its fine if he hasn't bonded with her, but you have so he can't imagine how much this is hurting you, because he doesnt understand the love and attachment you have.
Ask around and maybe someone would be willing to babysit her for you for a few months. Could that help?
Best of luck to you! |