Thank you all for your offers of comfort.. I am Trying to come to terms with all of this and It is really hard. I appreciate all the offers for help. I am not ready to really talk yet but I really do want to thank you all for your Kind words and Prayers.
I have not even talked to my Gramma yet. I am afraid to call her. I am afraid that I will break down and not be strong for her.
How do I deal with all this and try to stay strong for her? I don't want to be weak I want to be there for her when she needs me, And If I Break down I wont be able to.