 I have been right where you are now.
I have been where you are right now. There are no words to make you feel better about what happen, the guilt you feel is awful and all the what if's, that keep going through your mind right now. I wish there was a magical word that would make you feel better but there isn't.
I lost my first yorkie of 6 yrs last year, he had to have surgery, after all the blood test and everthing came back fine, we lost him just like you lost yours.
it's one of those things you think won't happen but does.
It's the sudden shock, this can't have happen, what did I do wrong, why did I do it? all these questions and no answers.
It does get better in time, you learn to deal with it and stop asking why. I still have guilt that I could of done things different but at the time I thought I was doing the right thing, the only thing .
I still have not got the courage up to have Wicket netured he is a 1yr old and
I don't know if I ever will now.
If there is anything I can do to help you through this, please let me know, I wish I live closer to ya, we could cry together and hug each other.
Penny |