 life lessons
I come from the belief that in every tragedy that we can find a life lesson that will help us later in life deal with something that might be worse if not for the lesson we previously learned. If there is anything that you can learn from this it must be that you should trust your instinct. I never have understood why people get so freaked out about this surgery when people and dogs have it everyday. Then you hear something like this. But, if it was truly a "feeling" you had and not just a fear, maybe you can use this instict in something even bigger later in life. If this hadn't happen you might never have realized how truly right on your instinct is. You should not blame yourself for what has happened, there was no way you could have known. You can only use this to help you in the future. May God give you the grace to make it through this w/o guilt and self doubting. You were doing the right thing. I will say a prayer$ tonight for you.
I don't know if I made any sense at all, but I hope I did. I hope you see how many people on here care about you and what you are going through too. It is amazing to see this outpouring of love and empathy! |