I just noticed this thread. Oh man this is hard.
I am so sorry, I am also at a loss for words.. I can say please do not beat yourself up.
No matter what anyone says. the deep loss in your heart is going to ache so terribly at this time. I went through something terrible one time. It is easy to blame ourselves and feel we did wrong.
I really had to convince myself that god needed my baby more then he thought I needed him.. and he was taken from me all to soon. He will always be in my heart daily..
I am crying with you right now, my heart is hurting along with yours. You are in my thoughts and prayers. |