I am so so sorry
I don't want you to feel guilty - you were being a great mommy and doing the responsible thing by taking him to be neutered. These surgeries are normally very safe..but very rarely something does go wrong. I am just so sorry that it happened to your baby
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~Magnifique Yorkies~
Purchasing from backyard breeders, pet shops, and puppymills perpetuates the suffering of other dogs.
Educate yourself and buy from reputable breeders or rescue.