i feel the same way. i have children and i am always here by myself with them except on the weekends. i have run this through my head a 1000 times and point blank i really do not want anyone in my house. i don't open my door if i don't know the person and even sometimes i still don't want anyone there if i do know them. i'm just not a social person. i don't know what i'm going to do when it is time for the puppies to find new homes!!!