I am so so sorry for what you're going through. My heart is breaking for you
Turn to God, lean on him I promise he'll get you through this. It's OK to be angry, it's OK to cry, don't think you have to "be strong". Get all of your emotions out and I know it seems impossible but you will feel better and stronger in time. God will guide you through this heartbreak and through him you will be OK. My prayers are with you
