I'm so sorry you feel so lonely. I feel the same way. We were originally from PA and moved to SC in '99. My dh passed away so I felt we would be better off coming back to PA where the rest of my family and friends were. WRONG. You can never go home is true because home never stays the same. Every one has moved on and we are not in the circle any more. Friends just say "Hi, how are you, sorry about what happened, see ya around". So, as soon as we can save up enough, we are headed back south. YT is my family now. Any time you feel like talking, PM me. I'd love to swap stories
. Oh, and welcome! You will love it here.