[blykmyk44]

I think i missed that thread. What happened to your baby! I understand what you are feeling. My baby died and we believe it was our vets fault. Ive gone through many emotions since also. AT first i was unbelievably sad that i just wanted to hide and not deal with anyone and then i was angry at what they did to my baby! I know it seems like the pain will never go away but it will. It doesnt mean that your love for her will lesson but you will just think of all the things that she did that change your world for the better. I dont know if you have considered another puppy not to replace her but to help you move on. We now have Pudgy and he is the greatest little guy! Ofcourse Chewy will always be our first baby but eventually you will be able to move forward and start over! Im so sorry you are going through this.