Ive not had the best time this last couple of weeks but today is really depressing. Im sitting here watching my husband packing his bags to shipout. He leaves tue. morning for his 15 month tour in Iraq, his 3rd tour. Im trying to not let him know how much this is killing me but I am dieing. The last 2 were hard but I was in a good place when he left and had a good susport system in place. Not so this time. Im sick now and my best friend just got orders to go to Kentucky. So Ill be alone and icky. Thank god for my babies, both skin and fur. Without them I might not bother getting up in the mornings. Im sorry guys I just need to vent and I lnow you guys wont tell me to suck it up
