I posted earlier about running into some one that is the man of my dreams. Here is the link:
http://www.yorkietalk.com/forums/showthread.php?t=14411
anyway, we have spent all nite on and off the phone. The rain finally let up so I decided to take recon for his walk. Ryan called and I told him I was going walking. It was like 1/4 to 10pm. He asked where I walk and I told him. SO here I am walking the dog and it starts to rain again. HARD!!!! Im like a mile and a half from home and I turn around cause there is lightning too. I get to the first cross street and who pulls up?? Ryan. He told me that he was going to surprise me by leaving some flowers at my door while I was out for my walk and then noticed that it was going to storm so he thought that he would find me and give me a ride home. Is that sweet or what??
He couldn't get to sleep so that is why he drove up here to give me flowers. He lives like 20 min south of me in Roscoe Illinois. I used to live there too with my Ex.
Ryan stayed for a little while here and then he had to head home to get some sleep. The dogs loved him. Recon kept trying to sit on his lap on the couch, LOL. Memphis didn't growl at him which was odd cause he growls at EVERYONE!! ANd Preslee couldnt stop kissing him. He thought she was the cutest thing on earth and said that he has to get him a yorkie. He wants a boy yorkie though, LOL.
The reason that I am freaking out though is because before he left, he told me that he is so happy that we ran into each other and have a second chance at what we had before. Then he told me that he could then and does now more than ever see himself spending the rest of his life with me.
I cried again. Im such a sap today. I seriously thought I was going to pass out when he told me that he has never been more in love with someone that he has been with me since the day that he met me 5 years ago. He told me that he hoped and prayed that my ex and i would split and that he could have a chance at making me see how a real man should treat a woman and then he told me that its going to take him dying to tear him away from me this time. I cried more.
Tomorrow is the day that my gramma comes home to my house. Ryan has to work part of the day and then he is going to come over and help me get things situated for Gram. Then after that we are going out to my dads so I can work with Cole a little and so Ryan can see my dad again after all this time. My dad knows how I felt about Ryan all this time. I have talked to him alot about it. Then we are going for our boat ride to star gaze after dark.
I know alot of you are really interested in hearing how this goes so I will continue to keep you posted. I have never been a real romantic but I am eating this stuff up big time and hopeing that it will never end.