Its raining so the boat ride has been post poned. I am talking to him on the phone as I write this. HEHE. We have been talking about the past and what has happened since we went our separate ways. He said that he hasn't had anything serious since we split. Its not that we were a couple we had only been out a few times together. Went to a hockey game and went to the motorcross together, that is it. But he returns my feelings. He too says that there hasn't been a day gone by since then that he hasnt thought about me. Im seriously in tears and I am not an emotional person. Ironically he saw my ex, the reason that him and I split ways, at the gas station tonite after seeing me. I guess my ex came up and asked how he was and what he was doing these days. Ryan told Andy (my ex) that he was doing really well, just bought a house, boat, new truck, expanded his business and then threw in, getting married in a few months to me. LOL I guess Andy didn't catch it right away. Went in to pay for his gas then came back out and said "You are marrying who??" Ryan said "Kelly, your ex, the one that you couldnt let go of." Andy I guess just shook his head and got in his car and left. LOL Ryan says to me, I hope Im not getting ahead of myself. LOL
He has really poored his heart out to me. Feels the same way I do. I cant stop crying damn it.
they are happy tears though. I will keep ya'll posted as the nite goes on and all that stuff. Just wanted to post this right away.
