Oh Tootsie, rest easy sweetie.
My heart reaches out to yours. Although we know that the pain will come one day, expected or sudden, it certainly doesn't dull it any, does it?
I don't think you will have any regrets no matter what you decide. You can talk to Tootsie any time. She will feel your love. She is already waiting for you at the Rainbow Bridge. She is running and playing until you meet again.
BIG ~~~HUGS~~~ TO YOU.......
