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Originally Posted by NanaDtreasures  When I got home.I kept thinking I have to post.
Because so many of you tried to help last night.
I didnt want to.It was just too hard.
Now I'm glad I did...I can find comfort here..Without talking and worrying about looking like a fool.So many of you have been there
My phone is off..
I can't tell family and friends about her and not cry.
I know there just trying to help..Knowing how much I loved her.
But I'm just not ready to "talk" about it.Do you know what I mean?
Now I've tried several times to lay down.
And all I see are her eyes looking up at me , as I held her that last time 
I know each day will get better.
My house is quieter...my other dogs seem to know shes gone.
Like they are sad too...I know thats crazy
So I just keep reading YT.
Hubby is out icefishing...anything to get our minds off it.
I dread tonight |
Debbi, I've been through the loss of many dogs in my lifetime..one was our golden retriever, she was with us 18 years, and then had cancer so had to be put down, I cried for 3 days straight on that one, and then my little shih tzu, she was 3 and had just had pups 12 weeks earlier, some idiot ran over her in my yard on purpose, I lost 3 days of work over that..it is hard, and you're going to cry, and that's normal to be feeling the way you are...just wish I was closer to give you a hug, I feel so bad for you..