When I got home.I kept thinking I have to post.
Because so many of you tried to help last night.
I didnt want to.It was just too hard.
Now I'm glad I did...I can find comfort here..Without talking and worrying about looking like a fool.So many of you have been there
My phone is off..
I can't tell family and friends about her and not cry.
I know there just trying to help..Knowing how much I loved her.
But I'm just not ready to "talk" about it.Do you know what I mean?
Now I've tried several times to lay down.
And all I see are her eyes looking up at me , as I held her that last time
I know each day will get better.
My house is quieter...my other dogs seem to know shes gone.
Like they are sad too...I know thats crazy
So I just keep reading YT.
Hubby is out icefishing...anything to get our minds off it.
I dread tonight