[katrn]

I know what you mean. I catch myself feeling pepper's kneecaps for a catch, listening for that noise that they make with collapsed trachea, watching for her to vomit bile, and counting her poos(afraid her food has to many fillers). On a good note I now know that pumpkin will help diarrhea and I'm eating healthier because pepper likes yogurt, cottage cheese, applesauce and carrots. And I'm baking again, forgot how much I liked to do that