i called my brother today and mom(my sister in law)had a breakdown last night thank GOD she's doing much better. nicolas is still in icu and she was going this afternoon to see him i have been calling and leaving messages but i guess she has to shut down the cell so hopefully tonight she will call me and let me know what the doc said. my heart is so sad i can't even explain with words my pain it's so incredible how much i love this little angel that i just met friday(2/15)so i am so grateful to all of you guys who have taken from your time to pray for my angel and ask how he is doing and don't worry as soon as i hear anything i will post it!!!!!!!!!and if i get to see him and take pics i will sure post those too