[addicted]

I feel you have a short fuse. So far, most of the threads you have posted has been something mean about your pets. It's usually they have done something to piss you off. It's good that you are honest about what you have done and making sure it won't happen again, but I feel that with your temper, it's not going to change. By spanking him, it's not going to correct the problem. I just feel you need to control your temper. Whatever you do, good luck to you.