I am so sorry I know this had to be very hard on you ! Do not beat yourself up.. Just think he will not suffer and you did the best thing for him .. He lived a good long healthy life and deep down he always knew you loved him...It is kinda like a boy and a girl in school... The boy is mean to the girl pulls her hair.. calls her names chases her tells on her ect.... deep down he loves and likes her.. same thing nothing more nothing less... you loved that boy in your own way ...
hugs sweety
vicki |