I am going crazy....The breeder that I purchased Homer and Harmony has offered me one in a life time offer and I can't finanically afford it right now

She offered to sell me one of her females that is just coming into her heat cycle and I could have my first Biewer litter!!!! (instead of this spring when my girls are old enough) I would have to act fast in order not to miss the cycle. My husband suggestion was to sell some of my fur babies to get the money

NO WAY....... I have even thought about the process of having a co-owner(s), I am so confused

and sad

I want this Biewer !!!! I have tried to attach her picures. I don't know if they will go through, also added her dad's picture. Any suggestions, besides robbing a bank. lol