[hooliacasa]

I started a thread about a week ago saying that Evey was sick and I was trying to find out all I could about liver disease. We were getting the money together to take her in for an ultrasound. Wednesday Evey took a turn for the worst. I spent the night cleaning up the blood she was vomiting up among other things. I held her all night telling her I loved her over and over. I got to take her for a long car ride that night and it stopped her shaking, she loved car rides. I took her to our vet the next morning and I stopped her suffering. I still can't believe this. I'm so broken. To make it worse, my husband is out of town and I had to do this all by myself. He loved her very much too and we both cannot believe this. I still have my 3 boys left but she was my best girlfriend. She gave me 10 years of incredible happiness and laughter and a love that I will never forget. She was never sick a day in her life and I had no clue. I will somehow make it throught this. This is my first day at home all day without her. My Rocco keeps looking for her and even with 3 yorkies in the house, it seems deathly quiet with out her.