I am so sorry that you had to give Paris up
. I too just read your previous threads and can only imagine the heartache you are going through. I admire your ability to sacrifice your beloved baby in an effort to help others. I don't think I would be able to be as accomodating and hope I am never put in that position. You have done what was necessary for Paris, yourself, and your family. I just hope you find solace in knowing that she'll be loved by her new parents. Hope you don't mind my asking how you found Paris' new family? I'm sure you drove yourself nuts trying to find the perfect match for her. Will you be able to see her or will they keep in touch with you? Regardless, I hope all turns out well for you and your family members.