I am so sorry for all the heartbreak you are going thru. Thanks for explaining things a bit more. I am praying for you that you can find the best home for them & hopefully somewhere you can visit.
I said last night I had taken in a pair from someone else, one thing I liked about it was that up until this year we could easily see their first owner, once a week or more. Now after, they've been with me fir 5 yrs, I still try to make an effort for them to visit.
I am sorry that you are dealing with so many losses at once.
