I feel like i need to do this because i feel like i owe it to her.
I lost my baby Chiquita July 29th 2004 when she went out to potty and never returned
She was just past her 15th birthday and i knew she was getting down but i just couldn't let her go but she showed me that she was ready and i believe her only way of letting go was to make sure that i was not around because she knew that i would do all i could to keep her with me now as time has passed i know that keeping her with me as long as i did was just being selfish and i regret it she was completely blind in one eye and almost fully blind in the other and she was losing her hearing and had arthritis in her hips at the time all i could see what not letting my sweet angel leave me now i understand why she had to and feel so bad for not letting her go sooner
She will always be in my heart in that special little place that can only be filled by her i know she is still with be as i can still feel her presence all around me she will be missed but i know now she is in a better place and that i will see her again someday until then i love you my sweet little Chiquita Ann. Mommy still loves you and always will you gave me so much love in the short life that we shared together and i will never forget you until we meet again sweetheart