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Originally Posted by red98vett  what a good idea !! think it'll fly ? I can see it now on PPV and man I could use the extra $$ lol...knowing Chanel she'll want it ALL
I did want to say - I'm NOT STRONG ! I really appreciate the replies but you guys are seeing the positive stuff only - I really did sink into a big hole ...I have never been so tired in my life....actually ...I'm drained....
I tell myself each day - this is IT now - but it's really lonely and I only did what I HAD to do...I feel lucky in some ways because I know people go thru far worse things each day  .... but I wish I could get back to 'my old' self again. It's a weird feeling.... like I'm living someone elses life
I should do a thread asking how to stay up past 9pm and keep the rest of my hair from falling out - any ideas ??? |
You hang in there hon!!! At least you have your girls and all of us at yt for company
