Seems like the thread just gets longer and longer and I am sorry... I truly am I had told my hubby and 2 boys they could have mommy again cause I got my girl... All I ever have wanted is a girl.. I have 2 bio boys and I bought Bleu to fill the void of having another child... He was so pretty that I knew he was a girl WHY ASK? Hubby is signing paperwork and whamo I turn my yorkie over and low and behold I have a boy...I felt like it was meant to be and now I know for a fact it was meant to be due to his health condition....
I get on Yt and it is really the worse place for me to be with all the girls Heaven has a new Valentine Blanket and 3 toys...(OH GOD I CANT STAND THIS)
When I got her I truly felt like my dream had come true.... I had so many plans ... (IM MESSED UP I CANT TYPE) anyways..... My mama just totally fell in love with her.. She is the first person I went and showed... I showed her off like you would bringing a new baby from the hospital.. Then got online last night and all the CONGRATS... TURNS INTO GLOOM.... Im sorry I had yall all excited..... I woke up and immediately got her this morning and I looked up at her beautiful little face and I just melted....
To me it is shattering ...
Bleu and her do not get along at all.. When Bleu is put up he knows she is around and claws his house to the point it is horrible.. He barks constantly and hyper venilates.. He is in a cast so I have to hold him to get him to catch his breath and calm down... He would not stop ... He never settled down unless I was holding him... If he was down on the floor he wanted to where she was and he was going to give it all he had in his 3 pound body to get her.. He thinks he is big... Lee seems to think he has a complex due to his cast .. I agree cause she knows best.. She says once he is out of his cast he should do better... She said all dogs amaze her... We talked and she knew I had Bleu and I was in a trial period of sorts to make sure Bleu and Heaven would get along... Well Bleu failed the test....Im sorry i did not listen to anyone... My Bleu is trained in obedience and knows 10-15 commands and he would not respond to anything ... he acted out pitifully..... I am so glad noone was around cause he should be shameful...
Heaven is a doll.. Loveable, Cuddle Bug, Personality Plus, has had no accidents, I take her out every 2-3 hours though ate like a champion .. She fit so well.. I only have to believe that God has bigger and better plans for her in the ring and I am not the one...I dont know what else it could be ...I feel horrible...
I know Bleu and his personality and I never would have dreamed this not in a million years! |