Brief as I dont wanna talk about it... Im sorry I just have mixed emotions ..
Heaven ~ is going back to Lee
.... It is way too soon with Bleu .. there is a conflict of interest between the both of them... Im just sick at my stomach... I love this little girl as she sits in my lap.... I called Lee and she was so understanding and we want what is best for Heaven ( SHE WILL ALWAYS BE MY HEAVEN)
I can get a baby from Lee later on but right now it is too soon. I didn't listen to my hubby or any of yall here on YT I was selfish and wanted my girl.... I could not sleep I was moody and dreamed every day of Heaven and I got her and now I must give her back to Lee to protect her.... There is a wonderful understanding between Lee and I and she is the greatest to deal with...... Yall Im sick..... I mean I did not go to church today I hurt all over..... I dont know if I will ever get over this... IM SO HEARTBROKEN AND THIS IS IN CAPS BECAUSE IM HEARTBROKEN!!!
Nothing is wrong with Heaven she is PERFECT PERFECT PERFECT!!!! I dont wanna let her go ......