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Originally Posted by hartygirl  Just because you never bonded, doesn't mean you didn't love him! And I'm sure he knew that!
I'm so sorry you and your family had to do such a hard thing, especially your daughter!
You will always have memories and pictures! He was very cute! |
you are right. But I still can't help but feel bad. I could have been so much better with him. I really could have. I never loved on him the way I do maggie and daisy. I made my husband stop giving him treats all the time (which was for all the dogs, not just him)...I just feel like I could have done more to try to bond with him. I just let him be. We co-existed...I tolerated him and he tolerated me. Everyone loved him....he was SOOOOO sweet. Loved people and other animals. For some reason, I never saw those things in him until now. I feel very very bad.
I can't stop crying. It will be sooooo different without him here. I just went to get a candle from my room and saw his bed...covered in his hair...and it just kills me.