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Originally Posted by juliaw04 Suicide is something that I will never understand. Believe me, I know how hard life can be sometimes, but I can't imagine not being able to find some other way to cope with it. In high school, two of my classmates committed suicide. Both of them were due to relationship problems. I wish they would of thought just once how hard it would be on everyone that they left behind. |
I know what you mean it took me forever to get over my aunt and my uncle and cousin still cry about it to this day it just kills them that she left them this way and for my uncle it is even harder because she jumped off the bridge down by my house no one seen her but they seen her car and went and got my uncle and he went running down the bank looking for her and he found her in the water and he jumped in to get her and honestly i don't know how he did it because he cannot swim a bit and he tried to do cpr on her until the ambulance got there but it was to late

The thing is this was her 3rd attempt she tried to o.d but they got to her in time and rushed her to the e.r then she tried to shoot herself but she had the wrong shell in the gun they took her to a mental hospital and she was better for a very short while she even sit and told me she said Mary i am scared Dave (my uncle) told me that i tried to shoot myself and i would never do that i don't want to die she said what am i going to do. But for some reason either the meds stopped working or she stopped taking them because a week after she was released from the mental hospital she died

she was diagnosed with bi polar but i know people who have that and live a long happy life