[Layla's Mom]

Originally Posted by maxs_momma

I am sitting here crying and praying to god that this poor boy lives and i am just speechless i don't know what to say what to think this just can't be reality that things are so bad that a 13 year old wants to kill himself i just don't understand my aunt killed herself a few years ago and a dear friend of mine killed herself last Oct. then right before that our town marshalls (and good friend's) brother shot himself in the middle of the road sitting in his blazer not even a block from our house on our street so we had to see and hear that and then not even a week after that a guy hung himself right up the road what is this world coming to i just don't get it....it makes no since to me someone tell me why would someone want to do this.

I want to apologise for rambling but suicide just cuts very very deep for me

I haven't share this with many but my sister-n-law was married to my brother for 20 years and she decided 2 years ago to kill herself....she took tons of pills and put a rifle in her mouth and shot herself. My niece/her daughter was 15 at the time and it has been so very hard on her, she was the only one there when her mother did it. I Thank God everyday that she did not found her. I don't think my niece will every get over this, she has had sooo many problems since this has happen. The son was older at the time but was able to handle it better then her. They both went to counseling for a long while! I have always said that suicide is a permanment solution to a temporary problem.