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Originally Posted by red98vett 
I did want to say - I'm NOT STRONG ! I really appreciate the replies but you guys are seeing the positive stuff only - I really did sink into a big hole ...I have never been so tired in my life....actually ...I'm drained....
I tell myself each day - this is IT now - but it's really lonely and I only did what I HAD to do...I feel lucky in some ways because I know people go thru far worse things each day  .... but I wish I could get back to 'my old' self again. It's a weird feeling.... like I'm living someone elses life
I should do a thread asking how to stay up past 9pm and keep the rest of my hair from falling out - any ideas ??? |
I remember this feeling well and I would get so frustrated and snap my fingers to say ... " Okay, I have had enough and I want this feeling to end... it's time!" , but unfortunately grief has it's own time, but V, I have noticed your smile return and how you are spreading it around and helping everyone else to smile also. What a powerful step in the right direction.
Oh yea, when you figure out how to stay up past 9PM will you promise to share it with the rest of us?
