Oh V its soooo nice to "see" you online again. I think about you all the time and ask the Lord to send prayers your way constantly... I'm so glad to hear that things are getting settled in your new place, remember its not the size of the place but how much love you can put into it. I know it will be great! Especially since its so close to your new job!! I wish I had that commute. I think the Spygirls will be fine (except for those pesky cats) as long as you continue to care for them and love them so much as you do already.
About Tessa, as much as it hurt you did the absolute the Best thing for her. I know she is with her daddy again and will never ever leave his side. I am sure you can feel the warmth of their love in every single day that passes and that they are also always by your side.
((Hugs always))