[celstu1]

So I've known this guy for about 7 years. I met him through my best friend who works with him. The whole time I've known him, he was married and I was in a LONG term monogomous relationship (that eventually led to buying a house and getting engaged). I would see this guy from time to time, maybe 2-3x a year, nothing major. Every time I did see him though the air would crackle b/t us. There was sooo much chemistry! But being the good people we are, we never ever 'went there' not even so much as to acknowledge there was chemistry while we were both with other people.

He finally asked me out (little over a month ago - we have both been 'single' for 2-3 years at this point). I went with him and ....

I am CRAZY about this guy... I mean absolutely crazy! He is EVERYTHING Ive EVER wanted in a man. We click, its soooo right, as a matter of fact, I think he is 'THE ONE'! I feel in my heart that Im going to marry this man and in way less time than I ever thought. Do you think Im crazy??? For those who are married... did you know within a month that you wanted to marry your husband and would? He has felt the need to bring up marriage with me, which I found odd bc I never mentioned it. He told me that when he got divorced he said he would never marry again, but he has since changed his stance on that. (weird comment right??) and he said something about me living in his house one day! (I told him I would never move in with a guy again til I was married or getting married - since Id have to sell my own house to do a move and thats risking too much for a boyfriend imo)

this is crazy! I feel crazy... but I feel it in my heart and soul that he is it... he is who I was meant to be with ... under my nose for 7 years! Guess the time was never right until now!