Thanks guys...
It i freakin so hard. I can't kick him out... we share an apartment here at school. I'll be done in March and I can move out if this is still too painful for me.
He doesn't realize (maybe he does??) that he is being an A*S to me because he always says that it's my fault in the first place. There are a lot of things wrong with our relationship... but there were so many good things too...
I've suggested counseling (awhile back) but we never looked into it...
At this point I don't know if he's willing to put in the effort. He just acts like he's so sick of me. It makes me feel like trash. I hate this...
I want to thank you all for your support and sharing your stories. It heps me to realize that I'm not alone and these things do happen, to good people, all the time. |