This is HORRIBLE!
I can't handle it. I still am doing things out of habit for my Teddy
. today in the mall i went to a dog clothing shop and was looking at stuff for him, found him the cutest pj's and was about to pick them up and head to the checkout when it hit me all over again that he was gone. needless to say i broke down
right there in the store, like a big baby.
I feel sooo guilty for him passing away and dying like he did. I miss him to the point words could never explain.