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Originally Posted by stedmansmommy  LOL awww girl, I know JUST how you feel, trust me! I can tell you that when I decided that I wanted to get a little girl...I was excited, but at the same time I just felt so AWFUL in a strange way.  I felt like I was "betraying" Stedman, just as you said you feel like you are betraying Max  I would LITERALLY get sick at my stomach over it, and I am not kidding. Sometimes I would even think, OMG...I can just call the breeder and tell her that I changed my mind!  I was just so, so nervous, sick and scared - and I know that sounds soo weird LOL. But after I got over my "big fear"  I got really, really excited about getting her...and I tell you, I am SO glad I did! I just cannot imagine my life without two Yorkies now! It is just THE BEST!!!  |
Brooke~ I knew you'd understand
. And I don't think it sounds weird at all to be sick to your stomach; that's how I start feeling and I have to stop thinking about it! I feel like Max somehow "knows" I'm thinking of getting another dog, b/c he seems like he's looking at me for reassurance that I'm not going to "replace"him
. I KNOW, I'm just imagining all this, but I swear, that's how I feel and I start feeling scared and anxious and then all negative about getting another, but at the same time, thinking that once she's here, it will all be fine
and I'll be like you....not able to imagine my life without 2 of them
. I think I have too much time to think, LOL
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