Wow, this is a very good post. It helps to vent. I also suffer from depression. My ongoing problems don't help in my recovery. Aside from meds I also see a therapist. I take Zoloft and Tranxene for anxiety. I have a 16 yr old son with autism who can't be in school because they mistreated him and he gets aggressive. I have had colon cancer and liver cancer in the last 4 years. My husband has multiple heart problems and an ongoing one right now. They just found a tumor in his aorta valve (heart), he might he having open heart surgery. Please pray for him. My Nikki passed n 8/23/07 which was also a big blow to me. My other furballs help a lot in distracting me. Good luck to ALL of you.