[RebelBelle]

Jamie's neuter is scheduled for Wednesday (Its his 6 month BDay.) and I am already freaking out. I know that everyone says that vets do neuters everyday and that its routine, but I can't help but worry. Jamie is my baby boy and I don't know what I would do without him. My mom says that its silly that I'm this worked up about it, but he's only 3.5 lbs. I asked her if she would feel comfortable with a skin baby that small going under anesthesia and she said no but he's a dog. She will never get it. I know I'm doing the right thing for him and I really trust my vet. I just can't imagine leaving him in a place that he doesn't know all day. I think my fears about Jamie may be multiplied by all the other stress in my life right now but I don't think its unreasonable for me to be scared. On the other hand I spent the whole day tearing up everytime I looked at him... I don't know if I'll make it to Wednesday at this rate.