I have been on a gradual decline from a happy go lucky person to a very angry person.
It all started in 2000 with the loss of my 2 best friends, Amy and Samantha. They were just like children to me and the true loves of my heart.(Yes, they are Yorkies, no I am not married, have kids or a boyfriend). The next year, I lost my dream horse. He was a beautiful Arabian, the one I had always dreamed about as a child(dapple grey with black points) The next year, my 2 wonderful Skye Terrier girls were stolen. Got into a big fight with the co-owner, costing me my friend and mentor of 7 years. My father passed away and my Moms house burned down. The next year, I transfered to a new store and the customers in this area are a**holes as well as the mangement team. Jump 2 years later and I was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis. Thats always something to look forward to!! And 1 year ago I completely lost my sense of smell and taste.
I guess you could say I am BITTER!!! I dont have a sense of humor much anymore and have become very intolerant of people. I am sure that reflects in some of my posts. But I have been REALLY trying to see everything in a different way. I try to look at the bright side. I dont like meds so I am trying to just work it out. |