[Jenn218]

Well, I am stepping out.....I have had some form of "depression" for five years now...and this past year it has gotten really (really) bad. AND I made the step to finally talk w/ family who of course, told me to get with my doctor. ANYWAY, he said that Wellbutrin was a mild drug that will help with a lot of my symptoms (one being huge weight gain)...and said to try it for a month, and I go back for a check up...then we can try it for a few more months (about 6 months) and see how it is doing.

I REALLY hate the thought of taking a pill for this...but I am hoping that it will be a start to getting better....and with my vow to get the nutrients I need and eat right and exercise (gotta find the energy somewhere first)...I am hoping that over time, I won't even need them.

The doctor said that with any drug, the pills affect everyone differently, so hence all the check ups, I guess.

Anyway, I haven't been on them long...but I am not having a good day today...at all....maybe I am trying to change things to quickly.....

This week....we are making it a point to get up by 7 (that is good for me) and exercise.....but for some reason, today is just NOT good. Everthing is just getting on my nerves (here goes my moodiness) and my head is killing me. I feel like getting back into bed...but that was one of my problems....NOT wanting to get out of bed....so...I am struggling....Also, today is my day to start taking two pills, not just one......aurgh.......