Please do not feel llike your weight is what will dictate if you are attractive or not!!! This makes me so sad, but I can sympathize! This is the first time in my life I have been what I would consider heavy. I have gained nearly 15 pounds in only about a month. I attribute this to being away on business for the last 2 months and being remote from friends and family, plus not working out...
Then again it could easily be that I have started eating, for years I was in an environment (my family) that caused me to demand perfection from myself. If I was not a size 2 I was obviously nowhere near perfect, and would abuse myself until I was a size 2. This hurt just as much as being a little heavier like I am now...
Everyone feels preassure to have their body be a certain way, whether your skinny or overweight. It is a painful thing, until you can learn to look past it and realize while being healthy is important, your body is just a house and not at all a reflection on the kind of person you are. I have only been on YT a brief time, but after having read many of your posts I can see you are a fun, loving, and sweet person and that is what matters! I am sure everyone in your life would describe you that way before they would even notice your size! |