[Roxanne_mi]

as some know from my posts in the past, I was having a hard time for a while healthwise and with the living conditions with my ex boyfriend. I been gone for a while dealing with all that. I am VERY happy to say things have got alot better and keep improving. I had a few emails asking about me so I figured I would post.

It got extremely bad with my ex, where I had to move out in the middle of the night and go stay with my mom. I got the house, I was looking at though. Now I have been working on improving it, well to be honest my mom has been doing alot of the work. My back is still messed up and I am having bad spasms so I have not been able to do a whole lot. All the electrical is done and plumbing will be done on friday. My bedroom is almost all painted. All the carpet is almost all tore out. Had to have a builder come in and do a few things as well. The past owners never heard of stripping wallpaper before they added more.....there are at least 7 layers of wallpaper on most walls.

Ex already has a new g/f and honestly I don't care. I was happy because I hoped he would let me be and move on, but that was not the case. He is 44 and she is 19 , both act waaaay younger. They started deciding they wanted to go places they know I will be, eventhough it means they will have to drive like an hour to get there. He was fighting with me about getting the rest of my things, I could have just took the police back and got my stuff, BUT I was trying to do it civilly. That is finally over, last sat I was allowed to the rest of my things. She was there and trying to do things to upset me. Funny thing was all she did was upset my ex and he ended up getting mad at her. She wanted me to be upset and in tears and instead he yelled at her and she was the one in tears. They both did alot of petty stupid things but I got the rest of my stuff so I am done dealing with them.

Healthwise, I am not doing the greatest but have a great doctor now. She noticed that everytime I come in my heart rate is higher and higher but blood pressure stays normal. She wants an ekg and a holt monitor. She let me know that the county have openings for their health plan and try to apply. I figured I will be denied again since I was when I was trying to get help when I had the kidney stones problems. I got approved and got the sweetest worker ever. I go on feb 4th for my ekg, holt monitor, blood drawn to check for dietbetes, and to get set up for physical therapy for my back. So maybe I will be healthy soon.


I will try to be around more and share pics of my baby Aurora. She is at least enjoying the staying at her g-ma's house. My mom's little boy yorkie Preston loves her being there for the most part. He comes at like 4 am and lets aurora out, so they can play. They both think they need to bark when they play too, so house gets an early wake up call. Penelope is my mom's little princess that would rather lay on the couch than play. Penelope is now playing with Aurora. Preston gets mad and refuses to play if Penelope is playing, he goes in his little house and pouts.

Now I am just rambling on and on....but just wanted to let those that were concerned know I am ok and doing pretty good.