We Are In Bryan And In A Hotel On The Famous Wifii :d Im Totally Speechless.. Im Detailed So I Will Start From The Beginning.
We Woke Around 500 Am After Visiting Yahoo Chat With Babybears Mom Val Till Midnight:d We Got Our Clothes Together And Packed For The Day That Had Finally Came Cause It Was Midnight... I Sent A Message To Bleu On His Myspace Page And I Asked God To Stop The Clock Cause I Did Not Want That Day To Be The Last Day....i Finally After Tossing A Bit Drifted Off To Sleep..
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o Am Came Fast And We Were Off And On The Road 6:00 Am It Rained On Us And I Was Afraid We Were Going To Be Late So I Turned The Hazard Lights On And Away We Went....
We Were Suppose To Be There At 8 Oo Am And We Got There At 8 Am Thank Good Ness For Hazard Lights Haha..
We Checked In And Mark The Medstudent Came And Got Us .. Off To That Room That I Have Been Visiting Bleu In... Anything To See Him Though! Here Comes Mark With Bleu And I Lost It .. I Dont Think I Ever Composed Myself I Knew Today Could Be The Last And I Did Not Want To Let Go... He Was Perfect Kissing Loving But You Could Tell He Was Tired ... I Prayed For Him I Talked To Him I Reassured Him And I Gave Him His Nasty Sock That He Loves Haha I Told Him I Would Rub His Belly I Would Be At His Beckon Call If He Would Be Strong Just A Little Bit Longer.... Well.....after Pictures And Dylan Our 6 Year Old Loving On Him And My Husband Crushed They Gave Him Back To Me And I Petted Him Till He Relaxed And Fell Asleep...but Then Here Comes Mark The Medstudent.... It Was Time To Take Him From Me...i Composed Myself And Braced Myself And Basically Without Hesitation I Handed Him Over .... I Knew When The Door Shut It Might Be The Day But I Had Faith In God And Yt Parents That He Was Going To Do Just Fine.... Mark Soon Came Back And He Visited With Us And Then Walked Us To The Lobby....as He Was Leaving Dr. Heitlick Came Vibrantly Through The Door And Was Full Of Energy And Plan For Bleus Surgery.. We Went Over Last Minute Plans And She Said To Me I Have Been Planning His Surgery For 3 Days.. I Have Back Up Plans Made If Something Fails Im Excited And Ill See You When I Am Done She Grabbed My Hand I Cried She Hugged Me And Off She Went....
My Hubby And Son Went To Go To Eat I Stayed And Would Not Leave And I Was Completing A Journal Of The Past 10 Days. I Looked Up And Viola It Was Michelle... She Said Vicki I Said Yes She Said Im Fair Lacys Mom I Hugged Her And If Memory Serves Me Correct I Cried... We Had The Best Time Visiting...she Is A 1 Year Vet Student And I Had Plenty Of Questions Haha.. She Told Me About Her Baby And Well We Just Had A Penominal Time.. Despite Everytime Someone Walked In The Door I Was Sick Thinking It Was Someone To Give Me News On Bleu...thank You For Helping Me Pass The Time Of One Of The Most Scary Days Of My Life.. Thank You For Your Kindness To Come And Sit With Someone You Have Never Met.. Thank You For Providing Such Comfort In Such A Crucial Time In My Life....thank You For The Surprise! Hugssssssssss
Time Rocked On And We Shared Many Yorkie Stories But I Have Nicknamed My Fair Lacy Froggy Haha We Laughed And Laughed...i Needed It.. Well Michelle Left And Shortly There After I Was Updating My Journal Again And Then Viola Michelle Was Back I Knew If She Came Back She Didnt Think I Was Too Much Of A Nut Haha.. Im A Talker She Will Attest To That.. I Love People And Im Very Compassionate...
Then From Nowhere Cynthia Walked Our Way She Was Smiling And I Was Grinning From Ear To Ear Of Course I Hugged Her And Boom The 3 Of Us Had So Much In Common We Just Clicked... I Loved Meeting You Cynthia.. You Are Very Radiant And A True Yorkie Lover. I Was Amazed At All Your Stories And Admire You For Theway You Handled Them .. You Are One Strong Woman...thank You For The Support Today I Do Not Know What I Would Have Done Without You And Michelle Laughing And Sharing Stories Made The Time Fly By Fast....
I Wanna Say I Jumped Up Right Out Of Our Conversation When I Saw The Surgeon Walk In The Lobbyi Immediately Knew By The Look On Her Face That All Went Well.
Ok So The Surgeon Walks In And She Huggs Me The Most Comforting Hugg And She Said He Did It.. She Said He Is Doing Well He Still Has Tube Down His Throat But He Is Breathing On His Own And Temperature Is Normal...she Said We Did Not Have To Take Bone Marrow From Him She Said There Was A Match In The Donor Bank And They Got The Marrow From A Donor... She Said She Called His Name And He Looked At Her She Said She Was Quite Pleased. She Said She Can Rest Now She Also Confirmed That Bleu Boy Was Just The 2nd Surgery She Had Done For This Particular Diagnosis I Thought It Was Her 6th Haha...oh Well She Said They Used 3 Sqrews And Pins Fusion And Bone Cement.. She Said His Cast Is On And He Is Bouncing Around.... My Mouth Was To The Flooor... Well After The News Me And Cynthia And Michelle Kept Visiting And Surgeon Came Back Out And Said Tube Is Out And He Is Doing Graeat And We Could Go See Him At 400 Pm...well The Girls Leave And My Wonderful Hubby And Dylan And I Leave And Go Get A Edible Flower Arrangement Haha If You Can Imagine It Is Strawberrys Kiwi Grapes Ect Into A Flower Basket So We Took That Back At 400 And She Was Very Appreciative As She Said She Was Very Hungry Cause The Bagle She Had Did Not Go A Long Way And With Bleus Procedue She Said She Was Not Hungry Haha So She Loved The Fruit And Began To Eat On It Right Away!!! This Lady Is Relieved... We Are Too
We Made Numerous Calls And When We Went Back To See Bleu I Kid You Not She Opened His Little Cage And I Said Bleu Mommy Is Here And He Leaped Like He Was Getting Out And Doc Says Oh Bleu Hunny I Know But You Have To Stay And She Repositioned Him.. I Petted Him Till He Went To Sleep He Kissed Me And Followed Me With His Eyes His Ears Were At Full Attention And I Could Tell He Is Ready For Mommy As Much As I Am Ready For Him....dr Heitlick Took Family Pictures Of Us With Him And I Will Post Them When We Get Home She Gave Us A Tour Of The Whole Hospital And For Some Reason We Were Very Spoiled During This Whole Ordeal...
Thank You Yt Parents Im Overwhelmed That You All Have Kept Up With Our Story..thank You For Your Faithfulness To This Site Thank You For Supporting Me In Emails And In Posts Thank You For Giving Me The Best Advice Thank You For Standing In The Gap For Me And My Bleu And Family When I Did Not Think I Could Stand On My Own 2 Feet... Your Constant Inovolvement With Me Helped Me Get Through The Long Days With Phone In My Hand Waiting For It To Ring.. Im Speechless... I Could Go On And On ... It Is My Desire To Be A Advocate For The Yorkie Breed In My Community.. It Is My Hope And Prayer That I Can Be Here For You As Much As You All Have Been Here For Me....
I Ask One Thing From All Of You Just One Well Im Sorry Maybe 2 Haha Number One Keep Us In Your Prayers And Number 2 Contact Me Immediately Or Val If Anyone Mentions Aai Aas... I Want To Be There For Them...
If You Are In My Area And I Can Be Of Support To You At Texas A& M I Will Make The Trip For Your Support.. This University Has Been A True Blessing And I Will Not Take My Baby Anywhere Else...
Hugs Much Love Prayers And Great Big Smiles
Vicki Barber
Gods Masterpiece Aka Bleu Boy Barber