Wow. I just sat down to see what everyone was up to and found all of your sweet remarks. Both my kids are disabled so Andy is here with Amy all day. They said things were ok today. Still no word of when she can go in the center. The Texas Victim's Assistance have offered counseling for Amy and also her brother and I if we want. She has been once and doesn't want to go back. At her visit she did confirm that the episodes she has been having are flashbacks..she says they're in black and white. While laying on the sofa a few days ago she was happy watching tv and BAM. She said it's black and white pictures that just blindside her. It's has been many years since she was an emotional girl, the pharmaceuticals have basically robbed her of emotion. Now when this happens she openly sobs. That's when Giz is all up in her kool aid and she gets the old tongue up the nostrils, I tell you that little guy is the light of our life.
Guys, I have learned the hard way to always be aware of my surroundings. Amy asked me to get her some pepper spray, it sits here on the table because she doesn't want to go anywhere. She says it makes her feel safe.
Lord I can't believe I'm airing all this stuff for all to see. Our family will get thru this, I have faith and I fall asleep talking God's ear off every night. Thanks ladies for the IM's also, everyone has been so kind. I'm gonna go start some supper. Giz is in there rattling his bowl..the master awaits. |