[Mom2BabyNatalie]

Oh Patti <<huggggggggs>> I am SO sorry to hear this... I had prayed and prayed hoping that precious Dixie would respond to treatment and give both of you even a little more beautiful time together....

You don't want to remember her this way.... as we talked about when her condition first came to light - she will let you know when she's through fighting... when she's ready to go home.... and it sounds like she is beginning to give you the signs.

Follow your heart my friend.... no guilt... no regret.... and know that we are all here for you....

Much love and many many snuggles to that precious little girl...

Dena

Originally Posted by Patti

Dxie last ate yesterday at 3 pm and then threw up at 7pm. She just lays there all day wrapped in a blanket. She probably weighs 1 1/2 lbs now, you can feel every bone in her body. I have an urgent call in to the specialist and he hasn't called me back. It has been an hour and a half. I keeping asking myself if she has the strength to fight and know she is never going to overcome the kidney failure, but I was hoping she could have some time with us and some quality of life. I just don't know if that is possible anymore and am I keeping her alive for me. Please keep her in your prayers for the best outcome for her whatever that may be. I feel she is in God's hands now and I just don't want her to suffer.